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Tuesday, December 01, 2009

Woah.. One more month till sch reopen, a brand new year..
Time flies..
Anyway was very disappointed in my performance at ws last sun..
Everything was so different.. De sound, de environment.. Totally different..
Did not play well.. Too nervous i guess.. :(
Many people came too.. Thank you AhMax, for coming.. :D
Hmm.. Next week going for band camp..
9dec to 12dec.. 4 day 3 night..
Wish is a fun camp.. :D
13dec going cruise.. YEAH!!
Schedule very tight.. Will be very tiring i guess..
Sec 4 year coming.. Scary..
Off to watch show ba.. Byebye.

I AM GRUMPY.
2:45 PM

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Its 12.33am.. 11/11/09...
Today.. I realize my life is like sooo boring..
Everyday, every morning... Im doing things repeatedly.. Again, again and again..
There's no fun.. Maybe im still a kid.. Isn't all kids do the same thing?? Sleep, eat, play and most importantly study??
Hmm.. I guess so..
When i grow up.. I will make sure my life will be much happier and much interesting..
So when i die.. I wont re grate too much.. :D
Im so curious about my future.. Donno wat im going to become..
Ppl life is like a book.. Tells a person story, from the day u born till the day u die..
I really wish to skip all the pages and jump into the the middle..
However, of course.. U cant la..
Different people have different way of living..
Hmm.. My way of living?? I dun know.. Really dun know..
Now.. I onli know i need to study.. Study for my future.. Better future..
Anyway.. Isn't Earth gonna "bomb" in 2012?? Haha..
Is lyk 2 years plus more.. I donno if its real..
If its really real i would say.. "Wat a pity!"
Im still young lei.. Dun wanna die so early..
But if tts fate.. I wont jus say.. "HA!! Too bad!"
Hmm.. I guess on tt year, hell wont be very busy..
They need to make alot alot alot meng po tea ba.. LOL!!
And all over again.. Dinosaur "rawr".. Haha..
Ok.. i tink im toking rubbish..
Gonna end here le.. Bye!!

I AM GRUMPY.
12:33 AM

Monday, November 09, 2009

Hmm.. Its been quite a long time since i blogged..
This few days was busy watching show (huang zhu ge ge)..
I know the show is like so 'old'..
But its a nice show.. Was like 'so addicted' to it..
Anyway.. Guess what.. I brought a new PSP le.. YEAH!!!
Brought it last monday.. Didnt know much about PSP..
Thanks my kor and AhMax teaching and telling me things about it.. Thank You..
Ytd went to RP concert.. Frankly speaking i only have one word for the band, "awe-inspiring" Good!! :) HeeHee..

Now is 12.50am.. 9/11/09
DIDI BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!!!!!!
Happy birthday DiDi!!
Grow up le.. :)
Met didi 3 years ago..
3 Years of brother and sister relationship..
I really cherish it alot..
I still rmb sec 1 time.. He sat infront of me..
His the first boy i know when i step in this sch..
I still rmb sec 1 time.. We quarrel.. Becos of one gal.. HAHA!!!
Is funny de lo.. LOL!!!
HAPPY BITHDAY DI!!!
JieJie wish you a very very very VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Wish you always have a happy life!! All the best!! love ya!! :)

Ok.. Going to say goodbye le.. Tml still got band wor..
Going to be a tired tired tired day...
Bye bye...

I AM GRUMPY.
12:28 AM

Saturday, October 31, 2009

I have been thinking alot this days..
I realize life isn't tt easy as i thought..
I alway wanted to have a simple life.. No troubles.. No worries..
But i cant prevent them from coming to me.
Im confuse .. Really confuse..
I cant cope things well..
Things isn't happening as i want it to..
Am i thinking too much?? Or am i too selfish??
Seriously, i wish for a better tml..
Nobody can understand how i feel, nobody noe this pass 15+ years wat i have been through..
I feel very lonely.. 15+ years alone..
Fighting wars alone.. In within me, myself and I..
Is this how life suppose to be?? Im curious.. Very curious..
I doesn't wan it to be lyk this.. I wish to have a miricle.. A person tt can come to my life.. Understands all my thoughts..
I will be waiting for that day to come..
Past and present, I always do things tt i happy and love to do.. But my bro say, "Always think before you do".
Eventually, of course.. I understand whats the meaning of that sentence. However, i dun understand wat is the real meaning deep inside it..
Im only 15 years old.. I have alot to learn and i mus learn..
I want to obey my parents and my brothers. I must obey them.. There is a chinese phrase.. "They eat salt more than you eat rice." Meaning they are older than you and have more experience in life..
However, like some people said.. In within a person, there will be a angel and a devil..
Angel is the one telling you to do the good things. However, devil is the opposition..
Thats why, Think before you do.. Think wat is right and wat is wrong..
Forget the past, live for the future..
Nothing is ever too late..

This few days jus wan to stay at home.. Reflecting.. Reflecting about the past.. About the past show.. Show tt i have watch.. Haha..
I think im getting too dramatic.. Think got influence by those wuxia show ba..
Those show really taught me alot..
Although is like two different world, but also got abit link link ba.. Other thn sword, spear, wushu, qingong etc.. Outdated already la.. Now use gun le..
Just want to say something tt im thinking right now..
I don't like the feeling of being left out..
I rather to be alone thn to be left out..
I think because im the youngest in the family and tts y i cant cope things well and hate being left out..
Youngest is always the useless (not really useless in everything la). Only can listen but cant comment.. Is always being left out de..

Anyway.. Ytd is so called the last day of school.. Being promoted to 4A4.. Cool..
Old le.. Aiyo.. Next week still got sch wor.. Study study study.. Want go crazy le...
Speaking of studies, Hmm.. I got bk my report book..
Im not action wor, jus wanna say tt i got 8 position in class and 9 ppsition in level..
Heehee.. Cool.. Was quite shock tt teacher told me tt day..
Didn't expect to get 9.. Thought i got around 20++ only..
This time de exam didn't put much effort into it..
Is all luck bei, i guess..
So wat if i got 9.. Mother dun even think is good..
Although she nv say but i noe she's alway expecting me to be lyk my big brother.. Smart..
Am i tt stupid?? LOL.. I guess so.. Ha...
I have been writing this post for lyk 1 and a half hours le..
Going to end this here ba.. Bye..

I AM GRUMPY.
10:38 PM

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Good morning!!
Hmm.. Ytd was a fun day lei..
Went to play pool with Eleanor, Adabelle and simin..
Not really a beginner for me ba..
Since Sec one played with my father at genting already..
Pool really very fun.. Haha..

Anyway Ytd went to sch, done de express emath paper..
De paper super hard lo.. Guarantee chop chop 100% fail de..
Ytd got back my Emath paper 1&2, Amath, CME and chinese paper 2..
Emath overall got 84/100.. hehe
Amath overall got 84/100.. Weeehehe...
Cme got 37.5/50.. WaaHahaha..
Chinese paper 2 got 35/70.. Pass can le pass can le.. Happy already.. hehe..
Waiting for de rest of my paper come.. Waiting in progress...

I AM GRUMPY.
10:57 AM

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

HOOHOOO...
Another day passed..
Currently very bored now..
Tis morning went sch for de express emath paper..
Waa.. Tell u ar.. Very de hard sia..
Tink wont passed ba..
Friday still got paper two..
OMG!! My life is full of math!! HELP!!!

Hmm.. Ytd Cut my hair with Eleanor..
Dun really lyk it..
Ytd no dinner all becos of my mother lo..
Quarrel with her with some particular reason..
End up no dinner 4 me..
Seriously very pek chek with tis family le..
Su ka su ka cut my pocket money de..
Aiyo ah。。

Now im currently addicted to Zhong Ji 3 Guo..
Sat jus start watching and im now at episoide 20..
Heeeeeeheeeeeeeee........
K ba.. I go watch le..
Episoide 21!!! Here i come!!!!!!!! :D

I AM GRUMPY.
9:54 PM

Monday, October 12, 2009

EXAM OVER!!!
WEEEEEEEEE.........
Actually not much different la.. Got exam n no exam..
Onli exam period need study much more..
Hmm.. Today Amath paper.. I tink i can pass bei..
Among all my paper i tink chem n physic will fail.. Not really tt much confident in it..
N of course la.. Chinese will fail.. Haha.. Chinese 4 question of de comprehension wrote in eng.. lol..
Tink Emath will pass.. Paper quite easy.. Hehe.. :D
Wish wish wish wish i dun retain bei.. WISH!! God!! help me!! lol!!

6 days pass le.. :(
Anyway thx AhMax 4 cheering up!! THX!!!
Feeling much better after chatting with u..
Good luck 4 ur O'level!!! =D
N of course.. Not forgetting my baobei eleanor n adabelle sister..
They did cheer me up alot.. :D
Although they both are attach but nvm bei.. Is good to be single.. :D
Aaaaaa....
Eye pain le..
Since 11plus tis morning watch my show till 5..
6 hour of show.. Woah..
Off to eat dinner.. Bye bei!!

I AM GRUMPY.
5:10 PM

Wednesday, October 07, 2009

My heart pain.. Really pain..
Feel lyk one knife poking it..
Our journey had ended here..
3month 15days.. :'(
I donno wat im going to do next..
Tml exam.. Dun feel lyk studying..
MINYU SI LIAN LE!!!! SI LIAN LE!!!!!!
Ah Max say tt there are many other more fish in de ocean..
But not all de fish i lyk.. De fish i lyk had swam away le.. Gone le.. GONE LE!!!!
Feeling very lousy now.. Sleep oso no use.. Afternoon sleep wake up le still de same..
Jaydice la.. Y lyk tt!!!! Heart break le.. Really break le..
I donno y.. But i still love him.. i noe im stupid.. but love is blind de..

I AM GRUMPY.
7:49 PM

Monday, September 21, 2009

Hi!!
Exam coming.. omg!!
So fast..
Im not prepare for it..
Give me more time..
This few days cant study.. Brain not working..
Today went to study.. But cant adsorb anything.. Another day wasted..
Until now i haven start my studying..
Ahhh... Watever..

Today got lecture by my brother..
Talk talk talk.. Aiyo..
Lucky i have my big brother..
Teaches me how to walk de path tt i should walk..
He teaches me alot of things..
Very mature..
Im glad im now under control by my brother n not by my parent..
Although he quite strict but is reasonable..
Not lyk my mum.. Super unreasonable..
N fucking violent too..
If my mother still controlling me, i dun noe where i have land.. Which dungeon i go..
Ahhh.. Shut up.. Dun wanna tok about de past..
Its all past.. Jus let it go..
Hmmm... My life seems getting better n better..
In families la.. LOVE MY KORKOR LOTS!!!
In de most crucial part of my life.. U helped me.. U show me de right way.. U teach me de right tings..
Although im not doing everything right now but at least i know wat is right n wat is wrong..
Without you, I donno where i have land.. Without you, I donno wat will i become.. Without you, life is really gone for me.. I LOVE YOU KOR!! :D My most beloved kor!!!
Hmm.. Sch n relationship nah... Dun wanna to mention..
Tts all for today ba.. Bye guys.. ^^

I AM GRUMPY.
12:00 AM

Friday, September 11, 2009

Hmm..
Ytd de Amath day camp was ok la..
Quite bored ba..
But at least got air con.. Study more shiok..
Quite a short day ba ytd..
Ytd after dinner we went to de dog farm ar..
Reach there around 7.40pm.. Sky dark le.. Very scary..
Reach there le but Its close.. Lol.. Waste our trip..
But at least got a fun night walk ba..
I super scare lo.. Dunno y but feel de place very creepy..
Eeeeee....
Anyway.. I wan to have dog..
So cool having a dog..
Wish i could.. :(

Aiyo.. Later still got Amath day camp. 1pm-9pm..
Lazy to go lei.. But bei sai la.. Mus tahan..
Go Diana Goh.. Lame..
Hmm.. Bk to sleep ba.. Tired.. Nitex..

I AM GRUMPY.
10:58 AM


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